2013 begins.

2013 begins. A brand new year, a brand new me, a brand new us. We are not like how we are 6 years ago. All those who knows me well will know what I'm facing through. 6 years ago, I found you and you pampered me with all your love to make me feel like a princess. For this, I thank you my dear. Counting down to be nearly 7 years, here I'm..23 years old, gonna start my last semester of studies and ending my 4 years of study life in june. A whole new world awaits out there..the vast opportunities..at least for now, I have a clear mind of something I wish to go for after studies, to work in NEA :)

7 years down the road, you have gradually started your dream as well since the mid of last year. A dream full of responsibilities as well, being the only son. Your future is bright dear, I can feel it. And whenever you tell me I'm part of it, and that you are working for the future for 'us' and not only yourself, I know you are the guy I will want to settle down with. Sadly the simple love life I wish for, will never happen on my end. Came with the guy I love comes great responsibilities that I have to share with, a lifestyle and social culture that's not my league as of now...All these months, you have pushed me,strive me to make me a better person, to be readily accepted by your family.

I never once forget your words, be it of encouragement, love or reverse pyschology, its all these that kept me going to try on changing for a better self for a better me. But looks like all these months I have changed with a wrong mindset, and this has set me in hell and put you on tremendous stress in this rs. Sorry I pushed you too hard.

'Settling down, having our own home, have our rings...' everything will be thrown off my mind from now on..I have think too much for this love that I'm suffocating it. Things will get better, and I will start to change..for a better me. Priorities will be reset, studies and family will come first from now. Only by adjusting your position in my life can I then learn to be more independant, less childish and be more mature.

Thanks for telling me I'm a gem in your life and always has been despite what I have brought upon you. You are a gem in my life too, my one and only superman. I love you always and this will never change. No matter how I'm gonna start adjusting my life..how hard it will all be to attain the true happiness I seek at the end of the day, I will strive on. Thank you too for watching my back always and be there if I were to fall.

I have to learn how my feelings should be expressed, how and whom I can trust to express to. Never wanted to depend on bf too much as much as I could, I'm glad for these girls in my life. My intimates and my bff. Thank you girls for always being there, not forgetting others who have encouraged me through all the way.

True words hurt and it's only through the voices of those who loved you, can these truth be unveiled before you. I should stop being so naggy and whinny. Learning to have faith, courage, intelligence, mature and slowly developing myself from a girl to a woman is what I need to do now.

Throwing back my old self, a brand new me awaits and tomorrow is the day where I truly start a whole new year, a whole new chapter..with new found friends and my love of the life, my superman. Thank you for always letting me know u guys have my back no matter what happens.

Ending off with an impromptu trip to Bintan on Saturday with Boyf :) His holidays has ended and he's bound for flying coming thursday to continue fighting his dream soon, presumably only able to see him when I fly over during CNY! Really love him for everything :)

And we are ready to set for Bintan Island! Whee!

A view of Nirwana Resort Hotel! Amazing view!

Mushroom Soup that's a little too foamy imo!

Lamb Shank Beryani, a first for me!

Our suite room :)

I love that painting!

Love nest for the night!

Love the exquisite wood carvings of local tradition!

Always love the perks of a Bathtub!=D

The calming beach and lovely sky!

Hello its me in LB bikini =)

Spot my man and his love for the beach!

Seafood feast at night at the famous Kelong Restaurant. Food is of average taste.

Leaving my last footprints on the sea sand next morning=)

Last meal here in Bintan!

Ending off with a paranomic view of what our weekend is surrounded by :)

I just wish to end this post saying how much I'm grateful for the life I have now, for the people whom I have met, for the wonderful meals blessed upon me and for the man I ever love. I would not sacrifice anything of these in exchange for anything else in the world. Cause you all are precious to me and always will.

I love you, Boyf.

I'm blessed because of all you guys :)

Hi everyone!
I'm back and here I'm dedicating most of this entry to people who have entered my life and make my life happier :)

A random post of my internship colleagues! Thanks for the great help and I'm glad to have known you guys :)


As usual, a feast of Omega at Sushi Express before booze! ;)

Thank you girls for entering my life through twitter and our favourite hobby, shopping! :) Cheers to our friendships and more booze! =D


Reunited with my poly mates over at the alumni reunion dinner. I missed those poly days. The laughter, study times together..=)
I won't forget the 2 girls who have stayed with me to the deepest of my heart till now, YY and Jasmine:)

Some of my recent buys!
LB Whittaker Wedges x MSF Toe-capped Flats x TSR Silver Cross Bracelet x LB Bejou Bralet.

Recent Oftds :)

Ending the post with amazing food:)

Cheers to more of all these in the near future. Counting my blessings daily :)

The La Mer Experience - Vanitytrove

Hello Everyone! :)
La Mer is a renowned brand that I have heard and researched about for some time. Reviews said that it actually helps our skin improve over time and the changes is justifiable. As much as I'm eager to try, the pricing range pulls me away from visiting the counters. I seek Vanitytrove for help and they did take all their subscribers suggestions to heart :)
For those who have gotten their September Trove weeks back, you would have realised there's 2 Vanitytrove Pink Carpet's Invitations to 2 different Workshops, Sally Hansen Nail Care and La Mer The New Ageless Skincare Workshop. I was thrilled to see La Mer invitation!

Just a month later, I see this!! Trule stoked, I found my dear colleague turned friend to accompany me along as we are both skincare fanatics! It's chargeable to $80 for 1 pax and $120 for 2 pax. It comes with $60 voucher redemable on their products! We didn't regret, in fact we came out learning something new :)

Oftd: LB Jamie Top x TVD Maxi x Ferragamo Jellies x CCSkye x Prada x Chanel x T&Co.

My dearest mentor at internship turned friends :) She's another keeper and thank god for her presence in life too :)



Every participant's Essential set at workshop :) The main iconic Soft Creme de La Mer was the main focus of the workshop! This is the 5th texture that La Mer came up with!

As we were taught on the proper regimen, skincare application steps and real hands on session, slides were shown for us to take notes of! I love this session cause it's held in small sessions, the presenter actually makes sure everyone dip their hands to discover the effectiveness of the products! I went with it too even though I had make up!! haha and I forgotten to bring out my makeup kit after =(
I'm glad I did hands on! It's so fun and I really learnt alot. The founder was a physicist who was badly burnt in a chemical experiment. It took him 12 years and 6000 experiments to finally came up with the iconic Creme de La Mer. It says to help heal his skin scars and the main ingredient was Sea Kelp!
Both of us agree the brand was indeed helping our skin rejuvenate and improve :) On first trial, our skin feels smoother and supple! We went home with stuff too, after much advise and discussion with the experts. They won't push u to buy stuff which is redundant to your skincare, but listens to your needs and craft out a regimen and suitable products for us to purchase and use!

Limited Edition Travel Set - Eye Concentrate, Rejuvinating Serum and Creme de La Mer

Exclusive free gifts with purchase specially for this workshop! :)
There's also free facial (U.P.$150) for those who purchase up to $700!
La Mer is known for not giving these stuff if you buy over at the counters, thus it helps all present to save alot! :)

Exclusively only to Vanitytrove, for the 1st 50 who signed up, there's a special La Mer edition of Trove for us to take home! These are the surprises that came in my trove! There's extra 2 travel size items on top of the normal door gifts for regular participants! They are really generous on the samples they give, thumbs up! :)
P/s: There's free eye therapy(U.P.$150) for every participant as well!

Thank you once again La Mer for the ultimate experience I had at this workshop and to Vanitytrove for organising this Pink Carpet Event :)